Definition of grudges:
(n) :
(countable) Deep-seated and/or long-term animosity or ill will about something or someone, especially due to perceived mistreatment.
(v) :
To be unwilling to give or allow (someone something).
(v) :
(obsolete) To grumble, complain; to be dissatisfied.
(v) :
(obsolete) To hold or harbour with malicious disposition or purpose; to cherish enviously.